Obstinate

i know you're busy and it's too much to ask for your time but maybe you can still spend time with me, even if it's on the weekend pa. diba, we can make time if we want to? you told me that..

i don't know how you feel about me anymore and I think you don't either, but please don't let this speedbump ruin everything. i want things back the way they were. i want you and i want to keep you. i want your love. love love love.

i'll try not to bother you as much but you know why i keep bugging you right? i want to be with you B. we got something special. even if we take it real slow from now on, let's keep the fire burning. aren't the happy moments worth it? don't i fill a part of you that makes you feel good about you?

Bracing

Every day I go through a rollercoaster of emotions. So many highs and lows and flips it's a wonder I haven't fallen off.

Picayune

Now I understand. Your time is too valuable to waste spending it with me. I guess that pretty much says exactly how (un)important I am to you.

Yet I can't stop hoping. I'm not going to give up. I know there's something there for me that you're just too afraid  to stand up for.

Mercurial

I don't understand at all. Why are everybody else's feelings more important than ours? You work so hard not to hurt them and try to cover things up, when it'll just end up hurting everybody later anyway.

Why worry about problems that are so simple to fix? Why deny yourself and me the happiness we found in each other?

You feel guilt over the things you did that you think was wrong and yet instead of owning up to them, you just bury them deeper and deeper. You can't right a wrong with another wrong. The truth might hurt but it also heals.

You ask for time, so I'll wait. Please, don't let go.

Delectable

The Youth Camp was definitely a great year-ender for 2010 and an incredible start for my 2011. I feel refreshed and hopeful. Revivified.

I got lots in mind that I'm planning to begin and re-begin, one of which is blogging. Using the old one (http://scabbardim.blogspot.com/) doesn't seem appropriate, hence, this.

So... Let's see if I can still keep a blog up and running. Vamos!